oh dear gawd :3
Posted on: 10/12/2025
oh dear gawd... the horror... themosnostrosity mhmyes biayatch! I am living it up living large and things. living at home doing bug bounty and fighting the fight against the impossibly well organized forces of capital on behalf of the international proletariat one disco night at a time the path is lost, which means i am on the right path. in the making sense of, i will find what my heart knows to be true. and i will surprise myself every day, always sneaking in the tall grass of my own mind.. i do still believe in the forces of love... i spend lots of my time digging through javascript trying to find web vulnerabilities with some help. i don't know how i feel about all this ai war stuff. it is a shame.. if AI weren't in the hands of capital it might actually be pretty neat... it seems the discourse arond it is just really toxic in a way that will sort itself out. the thing itself has some unintended consequences for sure. i have seen some strange things. my friend is a substitute teacher. she's telling me that 8th graders are illiterate, drawing out "idk lmao ðŸ˜" COMING AT YOU LIVE FROM THE IFRAME, BETWEEN THE BREAK TAGS, THROUGH THE OSI MODEL IS DJ ,.... i don't know! i need a dj name. there are terrible things to come. ai induced psychosis will probably be very common in the future. some new dissociative/derealization based disorders for sure. dj based disorder? dj derealize? WAIT. dj realization? that kind of fucks. some ambient soft far away type beats. type beat. now capitalization. this is a persona i wear as i shy away from the horrors of the world. pick your poison. dharma bro or crypto bro. yeah yeah yeah x3 shoutout to dust on my window sill capitalism is an accusation. the sheer fact that we live in the "-ism" of capital should be proof of our failure. when the word capitalism was invented, it was not invented in the way-- "oh hey guys, so we're gonna try this new thing with market forces, let's call it capitalism", it arose as an observation. an accusation. you who lives to amass, you who wants to bring to life the -ism of capital, and serve its will and only its will. this is you, the capitalist. an insult. but then co-opted! the mere fact that we are called a capitalist society should be proof of our moral failing at an ontological level. instead it is defended and worn as a badge of honor. what a shame! what a damn shame!
